Future plans!

     I have been having a really rough week. My babies aren't babies anymore & I have never been so baby hungry.  As some of you may know I have had some fertility issues. I got twins naturally & now cant get pregnant again! I have polycystic ovarian syndrome, so basically I dont make eggs & my hormones are all out of whack. Also it makes it super hard to loose weight, but super easy to gain it.
      The first round of fertility treatment I did was about a year ago & I got pregnant first try. But then very early in I had a miscarriage. Which was still really hard for me. I wanted it so bad & even though I only knew I was pregnant for a few weeks it was really awful to have that ripped away. In the end it was a blessing since I had to have some gall stones removed that were blocking my liver duct, then have my gall bladder removed.
    We tried probably 6 more rounds of the fertility drug clomid & had no luck. It is so emotionally exhausting & stressful we stopped. I just wish so badly I could be one of those women who can just get pregnant so easily. And I know i am not. And I know that if i can never have another baby it will hurt for a while but in the end I will still have the best little girls in the world. But I am hoping that if I can lose some of this dang weight it will help me get pregnant. So my goal, the next 3 or 4 months loose 20 pounds. Maybe one day, if I work really really hard I will be back to this pre baby pre polycistic skinnier girl!! I can dream right?

    Now onto a more upbeat subject! I am going on my first official vacation since I was a little girl!! Now I have been camping alot & to lake powell. But in April I am going on a girls trip to San Francisco!

 My mom, both my sisters, My Grandma & My Aunt Carol. No kids, No husbands, just us! We have so many things we are going to do there & it is just going to be so fun! I feel like a little kid waiting for  Christmas to be here! I cannot wait.

My babies aren't babies anymore!

 

Well it has been almost 3 years since I had my girls & I cannot believe it! They have been the best thing to ever happen to me. I feel so blessed to have been given these twin girls & if I can never have another baby it would be ok because they are MORE than enough! 

They are the most imaginative energetic little brats you have ever met! Every day I am amazed by the things they say & do. 

3 years ago today I was a hugely pregnant lady laying on her left side on a recliner with restless legs & heartburn praying that Dr. J would agree to take them out on March 3rd instead of the 5th! And my prayers were answered! (thanks to high blood pressure)

Here are some pics from the last 3 years of my life with Kenidi & Kiyah!

These are the 2 little creatures that gave me all the discomfort!

So teeny tiny!

First days home

  

2 months old

3 months old!

 

Crazy babies! (about 5 months old)

 

Blessing day!

Some of the first pigtails 10 months old

1 year old!

  

18 months

haha attempt at 2 year pics ( did get a good of each of them alone!)

 

And here they are now! Doing what they do best :)

Taking after their mom!

Wedding action!

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My little sister Michelle got to married Rich Villalobos on Feb 6th 2010! It was an amazing wedding. We have been waiting for some wedding action for a long time!  Here are a few pics of the day!

 

My girls looked so innocent & sweet but they were crazies! 

 

These are 2 of favorite pics of Michelle & Rich

Puppies!!

Ok so Bella had her second litter of puppies on Feb 8th. She had 3 & ended up needing assistance from the vet this time too. BUT at least all the puppies lived! I of course had names for them within an hour, all from Twilight! Her first puppy was name "Nessie" so these 3 are "Alice", "Jasper" and "Jacob". They are all super cute & I cant wait for them to start being playful! But then I also am dreading when I have to sell them :( Any who here is some cute pics !

Fall into Winter!

We have had a fun few weeks! I took Kiyah & Kenidi to the park to get some pictures before it starts to snow & covers up all the fall leaves. They did so much better than I expected & I think that the pics turned out pretty cute too :)
    For Halloween me & my sister Angie made the girls some tutus. One was a angel & had a shirt that said "I am the good twin". And the other was a devil & had a shirt that said "I am the evil twin". They looked so adorable & when I took them trunk or treating on Friday night everyone said I had to switch them the next day so they wouldnt get a complex. Which made me laugh because that is what my Mother told me when I first told her about the costumes! So I did end up switching them.
    We went trick or treating in my sisters neighborhood first, the girls were slow pokes! But I think they had a good time. Angies kids were dressed up as Woverine(Topher), A construction worker (Chase) & Optimus Prime(Nick). They looked really awesome!

     We then went to my moms for a appetizer night & went to a few houses in our neighbor hood. By this point me & the girls were pretty pooped out! But we still had to go to Brandons grandmas house for his grandpas birthday cake. Brandon met us there because he had to work.

     All in all it was a pretty good Halloween even though I was kind of a grump the whole night!

Wicked awesome boutique?

Me & my sisters really want to start a little hobby business. We want to make tutu's & bows & flowers & whatever else. It all started when I wanted to try to make tutus for Kenidi & Kiyahs halloween costume. We went & bought the tull & they actually turned out really cute. We were pleasantly surprised. Kenidis  is hot pink & white(she is an angel), Kiyahs is red & black (she is a devil) We even made one for my cousins baby Paige & it had a matching bow. We cannot decide what to name this "company" though. I like wicked awesome boutique, but Angie thinks we will attract witchs or something lol. So we are now considering something with Attimay(our moms nickname) or something with Penelope(my moms dog haha) I only have a picture of Paige in her tutu & bow. I will have to get some up of my girls. Oh & also, my mom is really great at making pens & boxes & all kinds of  stuff out of bakable clay, those will also be part of our "company" :)

Here comes the Bride!

My younger sister Michelle is going to be getting married on Febuary 6th. She is marrying Rich, they met over a year ago at Wal Mart in the parking lot! Then he purposed to her last Thanksgiving. We are all so excited. She is going to be having a valetines wedding with red & pink. But it will not be cheesy, just classy :)This week she got her bridals done & was so pretty. They were at the State Capitol building. I was amazed how pretty the place actually was. It was Me, My Mom, my sister Angie, Cousin Mindy, Cousin Jessica & Friend Chas oh & of course Michelle. There were some young male tourists I think from out of country, but they were trying to snap some pictures of Michelle & we kept telling them no but they wouldnt stop trying! It was pretty entertaining. I wish I could post pics or descriptions of the bridals but I dont want her fiance Rich to see or read about it! So i just put a picture they got done this year. Well that is it for now!